Monday, December 20, 2010

Final Project

Literary Criticism of Childhood's End: Let the Right One In and Other Deaths of Innocence

In the essay developed by John Calhoun, he describes a variety of movies that portray the seemingly devilish side of children. He lists several movies and novels including the novel we are currently reading, Let the Right One In by John Ajvide Lindqvist. Calhoun goes on to explain the lost of innocence that children loose in these movie and novels but also in real life, he referenced the Columbine shootings. This essay was very interesting to read and since I have not had the opportunity to see some of these films it gives me a little more insight and also intrigues me to view them because I would like to form my own opinion. In this essay I have picked a few passages that I have done a close reading on and I would like to help the readers gain a better perspective on what the author is trying to convey.

But in the world of Let the Right One In, and of the little-monster subgenre in general, the character can be seen as much more than this: she is a repository of adult fears about children, who are so like us yet in crucial ways so different...can elicit great anxiety and discomfort, especially when sexual stirrings begin to take form. Insatiability for blood is almost too perfect a metaphor for the amorphous tyrants children can be.”(Calhoun 27) This is a piece from an interesting passage, at first glance it seems to me that the author sees the idea of children being monsters because as an adult this is a huge fear. The fear isn't that we are going to get eaten a live but the fact that children grown up and start to discover themselves and one another, and the fact that we may no longer have the control over them that we once had. Let's go further and delve into the this quote. The first word I came across that I wanted to gain a clear definition of was repository which is a receptacle or place where things are deposited, stored, or offered for sale. In other words adults use the idea of a vampire to contain all the evil that can come from children; adults stash those feelings away and try to steer kids away from that sort of danger. Children are suppose to free of negative thoughts and displays and parents want to keep them that way as long as possible; “...children remained innocent only if given the proper protection and tutoring by Christian adults.”(Calhoun 28) By using the idea of a vampire is the same as the idea of Santa Clause or the tooth fairy, these tactics are used to literally scare the child into obedience. A way for parents to make the child doesn't stray towards the dark side of the world. It's all in the power of the imagination and children have a highly developed imagination and what better way to create an organized environment then by playing up their own fears. This is a cruel sense of humor on the part of the adults because they have their own fears of what to come, basically the parents are projecting their fears onto their children. The character of Claudia, from Anne Rice's novel Interview with the Vampire embodies the fear as well as the expectations of a child. I liked the use of this word because Calhoun could have used a more common word to make the understanding easier but I think if he didn't it wouldn't have flowed as nicely. Repository is such a mysterious word and using it only adds to the unknown potential affects on children.

Claudia was the vampire or child that Calhoun spoke about in his article. She did posses all the attributes that a child should have, she was well dressed and played with her dolls; ideally she would have been a fearful parents dream come true. Yet Claudia was the evil that parents shunned away from, she did display anger and revenge; generally two qualities that are not suppose to be found with in children. She had a lot of pain from losing her family and ultimately being forced into a way of “life” that forced to stay a young girl for eternity. “'I rather think that he ushered Claudia into vampirism for revenge.' 'Revenge, not only on you but on the world,' suggested the boy.”(Rice 95) With this quote it further peers into the fear that an adult has in regard to a child. What is scarier than having a child throw a temper tantrum in the grocery store than a vampire child.

The next sentence he states that the children are so much like us in crucial yet different ways; this line is hard to grasp because children are just smaller versions of adults and they don't necessarily have the experience or wisdom that adults have, is this the difference he speaks of? What is the crucial similarity? Lastly, Calhoun writes amorphous tyrants, well amorphous is defined as of no particular kind or character; indeterminate; having no pattern or structure; unorganized. Tyrant is a sovereign or other ruler who uses power oppressively or unjustly. In other words a child is a person, they have complete and utter control over adults without having an organized purpose for this power; no true idea or meaning as to why. This word usage is amazing because again Calhoun could have easily written something like children trying to gain control over adults without real reason, yet his language is so powerful further adding to the mystery of childhood as well as how a child may interact with adults.

...lives with false accusations of sexual licentiousness in The Children's Hour, for example, or amoral murderous Rhoda Penmark in The Bad Seed...the sharp contrast between the children's nefarious behavior and the normal presumption of childhood innocence...”(Calhoun 27). Licentiousness means unrestrained by law or general morality; lawless; immoral. In fact children aren't quite bound by the exact moral laws that adults, for the most part parents keep children shielded from these types of conversations. With this being the case children may partake in acts with one another that isn't appropriate and yet adults brush this off as kids being kids; doesn't this go back to the idea of amorphous tyrants? The next line that I want to give a better understanding of is the idea of a child's nefarious behavior versus the normal presumption of a child's behavior. Lets start with definition of nefarious which is an extremely wicked or villainous. Calhoun seems to be expressing the sheer wickedness that children actually possess rather then the sweet adoring children we perceive them to be.

The last passage I am going critique is “Freud introduced the notion of polymorphous perversity, or unfocused sexual drives, in children and argued that, rather than a vessel of pure innocence, the childhood psyche held the key to the emotional and sexual neuroses of the adult.”(Calhoun 28) This quote signifies that children are tiny adults, that they have the same desire and possibly urges that adults have and yet unable to comprehend these feelings as well as contain them. This idea makes since because we do not develop these feelings once we turn a certain age these are always present and how we handle them is an entirely different idea. I think the way in which the children are able to control these feelings is all dependent on their upbringing; if a child's parent is present and active within their life then the child isn't a monster or damaged. Is it possible that even if a child's parent isn't as present due to other obligations; couldn't a child still have those deep seeded values and moral to protect their virtue? I don't know if this actually is possible because children do need guidance and structure and if their parents are involved in just about every aspect of their lives then how is it truly possible for a child to obtain these values.

Like in Let the Right One In Oskar's parents weren't as involved as they could have been, it didn't mean he wasn't loved but he just wasn't understood. When he needed them the most he didn't feel comfortable expressing that need. Sometimes parents want to work so hard to give their children everything that the child could possibly imagine, but to what sacrifice? Generally at the expense of time, which is actually the cheapest gift that can ever be given yet causes the most impact. I think that if Oskars parents actually gave him their time they would have found out at least about bullying he had been enduring at school. I think that Oskar had or may even still have the the potential to turn away from the evil that is all encompassing in Eli; that he could come out of his imagination of being a killer if only given those precious moments he so needed. It seems as if Oskar is still very impressionable because of his weakened ranking within his peers at school so I think by being Eli's protector he is getting drug deeper into the proverbial hole of evil. How much longer can Eli hold out before he actually wants Oskar to be his eternal playmate; as well as how long can Oskar withstand the constant abuse before he wants to grow the strength and literally destroy his attackers. The word polymorphous is a word that I had difficulty wrapping my head around. The actual meaning is having, assuming, or passing through many or various forms, stages, or the like. And perversity is turning away from or rejecting what is right, good, or proper; wicked or corrupt. This means that a child goes through several different levels of lewd and lascivious behavior, none the less once a child enters the first level Calhoun seems to believe that they are now monsters. Why do film makers as well as writers portray children in such a dark light? Why are adults so afraid of children? Is it because children don't have feel the need to censor themselves?

“...like David's mother in Village of the Damned, she struggles with conflicting impulses to destroy and nurture her offspring. Yet as a pawn of sinister forces, these women's maternal status is marginal anyway. They don't have much more control than Miss Giddens in The Innocents of Hakan in Let the Right One In, who are not parents but mere proxies.”(Calhoun 29) In this portion Calhoun further stabs at the point that children are virtually evil human beings that they can never be saved. He points out that regardless if a person is the actual parent or just a caretaker, evil trumps all. Looking closer into this paragraph that if the parent was of higher moral regard than the child wouldn't have been evil. Calhoun also states that evil can start even as early as conception and if the parents are upholding the moral and religious fibers than ultimately the child will be nothing more than the devils spawn. I do wonder how this fear became so prevalent in the world of movies, it generally seems that the most popular scary movies are the ones where an adolescent is the one causing all of the turmoil.

Calhoun mentioned the movie the Ring and I remembered being absolutely afraid it. But thinking back what was the true message of the movie, the ghost of the child just wanted to be heard. She would kill the adult that didn't pass along her message, as obscure as it may have been, it was still her message. Like myself with my children all they want is to be heard and when they don't they tend to act in some way just to get the attention they deserve. But this notion comes across in all of the movies mentioned in this article by Calhoun as well as in the novel by Lindqvist. Children are portrayed as monsters which is dramatic version of a temper tantrum. Imagine if the parents actually took the time to understand them or even gave a ounce of concern for their childrens well being. Which only strengthens my stand on giving of your time is the best present that can ever be given to a child. It seems like even in today's society tragedies happen in the hands of children who don't know how to deal with their feelings effectively. This type of caring and concern start from early on and needs to be fostered in order to have children grow up to be responsible adults. Honestly this is an easy fix but it's like the old saying, you can lead a horse to water but you can't make him drink.

All the violence witnessed regarding children in books, movies and even in real life are just outcries for attention and love. I know the struggle of having to spread yourself around in order to make sure your children have all the attention and to listen to their day, and even the smallest moment to you is the largest to them. These movies seem all to be based on fear of not giving a child what they truly deserve, it also proves that the parents are falling short on their duties as parents.

“...where Oskar and Eli live conveys the sense of a failed community; few residents seem to venture outside, or have contact with their neighbors, and they certainly aren't watching out for the local children. The only real communal feeling depicted is among a group of barflies who don't even have a proper bar to frequent...these marginal figures are forgotten wards of a welfare state, and in their drunken late-night wandering are easy targets for predation.”(Calhoun 27) . To begin to break down this paragraph is a little tricky, the language in which Calhoun describes the backdrop for the novel makes me envision just a gray, bleak existence. I don't even think I could actually call the surrounding world of Oskar and Eli an actual existence. It almost seems like it needed to be viewed in this way because the harsh red reality of Oskar and Eli has to shine through. The part I actually have trouble understanding is the adults being the wards of a welfare state, because generally this title is given to children who are now orphans; they are now the “children” of the state in which they reside. So it's interesting language if I were to think the opposite; where Oskar, Eli and virtually every child is in fact in control or in the role of the adult. The actual adults are the children because they seem to be oblivious to what is actually happening around them. This is a really fascinating concept because the adult interaction seems to be very minimal which if the thought process goes towards the modern day child they do tend to be oblivious to the world around them. They don't see cars coming or they completely miss the garbage when throwing their food away. In these terms it make perfect sense that Calhoun would use that phrase to represent the adults within this novel.
In conclusion, this piece by Calhoun was very eye opening. The way in which the author critiques these Hollywood productions seems to suggest that children are spawns of the devil, and they can only be saved from his grasp is if the child come from a Christian home where both parents are ever present and living in suburbia. I am actually intrigued yet turned off at the same time because of how closely Calhoun followed and critiqued the movies; his point of view seems very negative. You could almost assume that either something negatively affected his childhood or he has children and he hasn't adjusted to the prolonged haze of being a parent. If I had a better understanding as to why Calhoun is so brash toward the reality of children. I do agree that there are good and bad children so to speak, I also believe that it is up to the parent to praise and reenforce the type of behavioral norms that are needed for a well adjusted child. I think that with these early concepts instilled the child will feel more prone to communicate with their parents because this is all they know. I find his writing intoxicating because the language is so rich and yet the piece I think wouldn't be as effective if it wasn't written in this way.

Friday, December 17, 2010

Final Blog

This class has been an interesting journey through the novels. I got the opportunity to experience a subculture that I was only on the cusp of understanding. I enjoyed the variety of the novels because of course they all have the same theme of vampires, yet each story portrayed a different definition of what a vampire is. I have learned that a vampire can range from the uber charming to cold bloodsuckers. I also observed that the transformation to become a vampire varies and I am going to chalk it up to the human that is transformed and the type of person they were determines how the change will take place or affect them. This class really stretched my mind and made me come out of my box of comfort and think beyond the "normal". I would definitely take this class all over again and would suggest it to others.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Childhood's End-literary criticism

Literary Criticism of Childhood's End: Let the Right One In and Other Deaths of Innocence

In the essay developed by John Calhoun, he describes a variety of movies that portray the seemingly devilish side of children. He lists several movies and novels including the novel we are currently reading, Let the Right One In by John Ajvide Lindqvist. Calhoun goes on to explain the lost of innocence that children loose in these movie and novels but also in real life, he referenced the Columbine shootings. This essay was very interesting to read and since I have not had the opportunity to see some of these films it gives me a little more insight and also intrigues me to view them because I would like to form my own opinion. In this essay I have picked a few passages that I have done a close reading on and I would like to help the readers gain a better perspective on what the author is trying to convey.

But in the world of Let the Right One In, and of the little-monster subgenre in general, the character can be seen as much more than this: she is a repository of adult fears about children, who are so like us yet in crucial ways so different...can elicit great anxiety and discomfort, especially when sexual stirrings begin to take form. Insatiability for blood is almost too perfect a metaphor for the amorphous tyrants children can be.”(Calhoun 27) This is a piece from an interesting passage, at first glance it seems to me that the author see the idea of children being monsters because as an adult this is a huge fear. The fear isn't that we are going to get eaten a live but the fact that children grown up and start to discover themselves and one another, and the fact that we may no longer have the control over them that we once had. Let's go further and delve into the this quote. The first word I came across that I wanted to gain a clear definition of was repository which is a receptacle or place where things are deposited, stored, or offered for sale. In other words adults use the idea of a vampire to contain all the evil that can come from children; adults stash those feelings away and try to steer kids away from that sort of danger. I liked the use of this word because Calhoun could have used a more common word to make the understanding easier but I think if he didn't it wouldn't have flowed as nicely. Repository is such a mysterious word and using it only adds to the unknown potential affects on children. The next sentence he states that the children are so much like us in crucial yet different ways; this line is hard to grasp because children are just smaller versions of adults and they don't necessarily have the experience or wisdom that adults have, is this the difference he speaks of? What is the crucial similarity? Lastly, Calhoun writes amorphous tyrants, well amorphous is defined as of no particular kind or character; indeterminate; having no pattern or structure; unorganized. Tyrant is a sovereign or other ruler who uses power oppressively or unjustly. In other words a child is a person is has complete and utter control over adults without having an organized purpose for this power; no true idea or meaning as to why. This word usage is amazing because again Calhoun could have easily written something like children trying to control over adults without real reason, yet his language is so powerful further adding to the mystery of childhood as well as how a child may interact with adults.

...lives with false accusations of sexual licentiousness in The Children's Hour, for example, or amoral murderous Rhoda Penmark in The Bad Seed...the sharp contrast between the children's nefarious behavior and the normal presumption of childhood innocence...”(Calhoun 27). Licentiousness means unrestrained by law or general morality; lawless; immoral. In fact children aren't quite bound by the exact moral laws that adults, for the most part parents keep children shielded from these types of conversations. With this being the case children may partake in acts with one another that isn't appropriate and yet adults brush this off as kids being kids; doesn't this go back to the idea of amorphous tyrants? The next line that I want to give a better understanding of is the idea of a child's nefarious behavior versus the normal presumption of a child's behavior. Lets start with definition of nefarious which is an extremely wicked or villainous. Calhoun seems to be expressing the sheer wickedness that children actually possess rather then the sweet adoring children we perceive them to be.

The last passage I am going critique is “Freud introduced the notion of polymorphous perversity, or unfocused sexual drives, in children and argued that, rather than a vessel of pure innocence, the childhood psyche held the key to the emotional and sexual neuroses of the adult.”(Calhoun 28) This quote signifies that children are tiny adults, that they have the same desire and possibly urges that adults have and yet unable to comprehend these feelings. This idea makes since because we do not develop these feelings once we turn a certain age these are always present and how we handle them is an entirely different idea. I think the way in which the children are able to control these feelings is all dependent on their upbringing; if a child's parent is present and active within their life then the child isn't a monster or damaged. Is it possible that even if a child's parent isn't as present due to other obligations; couldn't a child still have those deep seeded values and moral to protect their virtue? The word polymorphous is a word that I had difficulty wrapping my head around. The actual meaning is having, assuming, or passing through many or various forms, stages, or the like. And perversity is turning away from or rejecting what is right, good, or proper; wicked or corrupt. This means that a child goes through several different levels of lewd and lascivious behavior, none the less once a child enters the first level Calhoun seems to believe that they are now monsters. Why do film makers as well as writers portray children in such a dark light? Why are adults so afraid of children? Is it because children don't have feel the need to censor themselves?

In conclusion, this piece by Calhoun was very eye opening. The way in which the author critiques these Hollywood productions seems to suggest that children are spawns of the devil, and they can only be saved from his grasp is if the child come from a Christian home where both parents are ever present and living in suburbia. I find this piece interesting yet dark if you actually read it and find the deeper meaning of what the author writes. I find his writing intoxicating because the language is so rich and yet the piece I think wouldn't be as effective if it wasn't written in this way.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Online artifact: The misconceptions and myths about vampires

The Misconceptions and Myths about Vampires

            For my online artifact I researched a lot of websites with the main focus on vampires.  With this type of subculture being something that I am not familiar with, I happened to find it interesting because of the all the information that we have read there are a lot of misconceptions about what is a vampire.  In movies as well as in books there are always different takes on what a vampire may look like, their mannerisms, and ways to kill a vampire.  I am going dissect the myths of vampires with the aid of a website http://vampirewebsite.net/.  I am also going to take pieces from the novel we are currently reading Let The Right One In by John Ajvide Lindqvist to dispute the findings on the website.
            The website I found has opened up a portal of information that I found exciting at times because the creator has made suggestions on how you would know if you are vampire; as well as blowing the lid off of everything I understood about vampires.   The websites creator says that creation of vampires can be found in their DNA.  There is a virus called endogenous retroviruses, this virus is a sub-category of onconviruses that include the lentiviruses.  “Endogenous retroviruses are negative single-stranded RNA viruses in which tRNA serves as a primer for the mRNA synthesis.  The mRNA is then reverse transcribed into DNA, which is then integrated into the chromosome at a multiplicity of sites, particularly those that are transcriptionally active.”(qtd in vampirewebsite.net)  In this quote the creator has beliefs that most vampires are “made” from their own DNA having a sort of glitch.  I have a hard time understand this only because it’s a complicated subject to wrap my head around.  There are always people who want to be vampires so they dress in a manner that may suggest but they aren’t real vampires.  I think that if they were confronted by one just like the rest of us they would afraid.  I am not saying that this information is unfounded or anything but this to me proves that vampires are living creatures just like the rest of.
            In all of the novels we have read this semester the killer or beast has been a member of the undead.  “Someone was standing there, someone who had not been there a moment before.  A blurry contour against the clean steel.  He lowered the knife and looked directly at the jungle gym.  Yes. But it wasn’t the Vallingby killer.  It was a child.” (Lindqvist 36)  This quote from Let the Right One In, seems to portray the speed of vampires and that Eli is out at night only would be something that I am use to seeing or reading in terms of this subject.  The creator of this websites makes suggestions that being a vampire deals with science and a person’s DNA, then Eli should be able to be out regardless of the time.
            This website disputes everything that I have ever known of what a vampire is and that they are actually not just killers.  The creator of the website makes the argument that a real vampire doesn’t just kill for pleasure or fun, and it’s not as heinous as seen in movies or even read in books.  Real vampires are able to mingle within society and not have to kill people at the drop of a hat.  The creator, who is a real vampire, who if I were to guess his gender and ethnicity would more than likely be a Caucasian man.  I only guess this because after researching this website and reading through all the information that gender and race stuck out to me.   The point of view of the creators work is from personal experience and knowledge although he does have a section about vampire slayers which is from a third party point of view.
            I don’t think this website would enhance or enrich my experience while reading any of the novels because of the conflict of information from this site.  Vampires have always been portrayed as mystical creatures that have a lot of charm and charisma but will kill a person without a touch of remorse.  This site defines vampires as regular people with heightened sense and physical strength and speed.  That they are not ruthless killers that they suck blood from donors or animals, and the blood that they suck isn’t keeping them alive yet the nutrients that are found in blood is what they need to keep them going.  From what I have read on this site real vampires don’t need to suck blood daily either.
            The part I do agree with is that he seems to know that there are a lot of people who want to be vampires and will think after reading this site that they really are one.  Under the section of myths he clarifies every myth about real vampires and gives other possibilities for certain signs of vampirism that one may be experiencing and they may not truly be a real vampire.  The creator gives a lot of useful information to get to the real understanding of these phenomena and the disclaimer states that the reader of this site should be open minded even if one doesn’t believe in this supernatural creature.
            In most books and movies there is always a vampire slayer, well according to this website slayers and vampires are just grave enemies as I have always thought.  Slayer will kill a vampire if they see them commit a senseless killing or the vampire kills another slayer.  Otherwise there is no hostility between the two.
            I found this website very entertaining and not in way to make fun of but to gain information or to get a better understanding of something new.  I suggest to the readers to poke around this site and stay open minded.  The creator of this website has strong personal ties to this subject matter and just wants to be understood.  The way in which this site is set up is very useful because you can take a look at whatever interests you; it also helps the person who thinks they are a real vampire identify themselves.  In conclusion, I think I picked the best website to view because this seems so pure and honest and I like that.  It opened my eyes to some of the myths that we have read this semester and it gave me some insight into someone who is completely different then myself and I truly enjoyed.





Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Final Projection Proposal

For my final project I plan on comparing the vampires in Interview with the Vampire, Blacula and Twilight vampires.  I want to show how the vampires in Interview and Twilight portray similar qualities as far as charisma and charm.  Also how both vampires "live" as a family and how they must pretend to be something that they aren't which is alive.  I also want to compare and contrast the different myths that are shown with in both books.  In regard to Blacula this is a film that I thought would be a good throw in to compare and contrast the same ideas of the charm of a vampire as well as the items that make them weaken.  I think this may be a little trickly trying to compare Blacula because this sort of film is called a blaxploitation, which is not as a serious theme as the other two books are.  But I am up for the challenge and I think all of these would offer some really information and insight onto what people perceive as a vampire.  Also I like the fact that most vampires are generally caucasian and in Blaucula the vampire is Black which is a completely different spin all together.

Friday, November 19, 2010

Interview with the vampire part 2

I found the book to be very interesting considering that I had seen the movie several times prior to reading this.  I thought this was a good read just because it added so much more than what the movie was able to do.  We were able to get a better understanding of who Louis and Lestat were how they seemed to be more than just blood suckers.  Louis actually had pain and torment and I felt like he was to afraid to let this go and couldn't just be, it was like he was stuck between being a human and a vampire.  Lestat always seemed to be portrayed as having no concern for anyone but himself.  But from reading about him having a father who cared for it does show his "human" side.  I think Lestat may have been the way he was because of the fact that he didn't have a choice in becoming a vampire and that maybe the reason why he gave Louis the choice.  Lestat was very brash because of his own anger towards the situation but he knew he had to do what he had to.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Interview with the Vampire part 1

I must say that I have seen this movie a ton of times and always enjoyed it so I was very excited to start reading this book.  There was so much information given in the book versus the movie that it made it a definite page turner.  For example finding out that Lestat had a dad and that was blind and had no idea that his son was a vampire.  I like being able to get more information about the characters because it makes them seem more "human" when you know what happened to them.  There is a big difference between the vampires in this book versus I Am Legend and Dracula.  In this novel the vampires are sofisticated and elegant.  They had very fluid like motion and they were very quick.  The author describes their all their senses being heightened.  In I Am Legend the vampires were like wild animals, beasts even.  They had no sense of social graces and they definitely weren't charming.  In the novel Dracula the vampire did have the same charm and beautiful features as described in Interview with the Vampire yet Dracula couldn't be around crucifixes.  In Dracula the vampires hid away in big castles out of the way.  In this novel it seems like the vampires walk amongst the people during the night to pick their next prey and sometimes they don't need to be as suave at times.  It's always amazing to me when reading these different novels how the idea of a vampire can change from one novel to the next and yet it adds soemthing because of the variations.  I think it makes it a lot more interesting because you really don't know what you are going to get in terms of the story and vices of a vampire.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

I Am Legend part 2

Reading this novel has been very intriguing.  It seems as if the topic of vampires and such is so hidden and the constant agony of Robert's struggles is very interesting.  Here's a man who thought he was all alone and he was driving himself crazy.  The constant remembering the past, how to keep himself alive and how to destroy the vampires from the inside.  I couldn't imagine having to survive on my own and not have a living soul to speak to so I think.  To not be able to take care of your everyday needs like the dentist or going out to have dinner at a resturant.  To be so completely shut out of everyday world is such a trying idea.  I wondered when I first started to read the book is why Robert decided to stay in the house and city he was in.  He had the opportunity with nothing holding him back to start all over in a brand new city and hopefully outrun the vampires.  I really liked this book I actually think its the best so far.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

I Am Legend part 1

Shocker!!!! I had no idea that this book was about vampires in the least bit.  I remember seeing the trailer for this movie and it was never made too clear that this was about vampires.  Without seeing the movie I had already had preconceived notions on this book just from the trailers and I didn't think it was going to be that interesting.  The book started out slow and it was almost like the writing was dancing around the topic.  Nothing was really blatant until Robert Neville started talking about the garlic.  And just like me I don't understand the siginficance of garlic to a vampire.  When the vampires were taunting him to come out of the house I found it to be the norm as far as vampire novels are concerned.  They want to lure you out in some fashion in order to obtain what they want.  The part of the book where Robert drives to Sears and makes a few other stops and killed vampires during the day was fascinating.  To think that an entire town has been taken over by the undead it is something that is hard to imagine yet a definite page turner.  The chapter in the book when Robert was hung over and wanted to get out of the house and he ended up driving to his wife's grave was thrilling to me.  The fact that his watch had stopped, he left the garage door open and he had no idea what time it was.  I literally couldn't read it fast enough because it was so exciting how the vampires were waiting for him and chasing him while he was in his car.  So far this novel has been sooooo good.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Dracula is dead?

Finishing the rest of this novel was very interesting.  I figured with Mina being vulnerable as well allowing her self to get to deep into the hunt for Dracula; that it was only a matter of time that she would start the transformation.  What I don't understand is why the transformation into a vampire takes so long.  It took Lucy days to become a vampire and when they set up the funeral she didn't look like she was actually dead.  I felt like it was a ploy of Mina's to want to accompany the gentlemen to find the boxes, because she had to know that if she could sense Dracula that the opposite would be true.  I was also taken back by the fact of the Communion wafers, I have never heard of this being used as a way to keep a vampire at bay.  I guess it makes sense, since anything godly will hurt or prevent vampires from doing any harm.  In comparison to the killing of Carmilla versus the killing of Lucy there was no burning of the body once the head was separated from the body and in this novel garlic became a presence by stuffing it into Lucy's mouth.  Since Dracula was the head vampire I liked how they made it apparent that once the head is dead that all other vampires are no longer vampires.  I also like the end I am always a sucker for the "where are they now" deal.

Friday, October 15, 2010

Dracula

For never picked up the book Dracula I found the first portion of our reading really interesting.  If I were to compare it to Carmilla from the last two weeks there are some definite differences.  It seems like in Dracula that everyone knows about Dracula and what he is and does.  Everyone seemed to have words of warning for Herr but actually never came right out and said anything.  Herr was under the impression that Dracula was to be his friend; he wrote him a letter got a room for him and sent a carriage to pick him up.  Herr seems to think that everyone else is crazy and wants to speak with Dracula about.  This reading is very different from Camilla where the idea of vampires was a hard concept to comprehend.  No one spoke of such nonsense yet girls kept dying by the same means and there was no logicial explanation.  It was like in Dracula that he had such control over the town that they may try to rescue Herr but never directly let him in on their little "secret".  Knowing where he is headed I find it really funny that he is looking at all the people in the town as strange.

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Carmilla contd

This story really drew me in, it was definitely a page turner.  I felt bad for the General about his daughter and I found it exciting how the General had described what had happened to his daughter and how much it paralleled Laura's experience.  It makes me wonder though why didn't Laura die?  Is it because Carmilla didn't take enough blood which in turn turned Laura into a vampire as well.  The General's story was very compelling when he spoke about Mircalla, Countess Karnstein and what supposedly happened to her, when in actually nothing happened to her at all.  she still walks around the town and just changes the letters around in her name to "fool" people.  I wonder who was Madame la Comtesse, was she a vampire as well?  And if she was why was she always disappearing?  Why wasn't she feasting on the town's people?  I think the interaction between Carmilla and Madame la Comtesse is very odd.  The chapter where Carmilla comes and see's the General and how he lunges at her and we get to experience of how strong she really is.  I really disliked the conclusion chapter, I felt like at first the chapter wasn't making since and then you come to hear about how the Baron was in love with Mircalla and that he would do anything for her.  I think he is possibly hiding her and that he would only give out some information to protect even in the after life.  The ending was becoming so involved and then it just dropped off to me.  I really think that Laura is a vampire because of the fact that Carmilla comes to her again.

Friday, October 1, 2010

Carmilla

In the book In a Glass Darkly, the section named Carmilla was very intriguing.  The first chapter was a little hard to get into because I am not a big fan of overly descriptive material.  There is fine line between setting the atmosphere and describing every single detail of a room, a person or any of the such.  Once I was to get past all of that I became very intrigued in the vision that the narrator had experienced and how she went from not being afraid of things because she lived in such a bubble.  To having that experience and being completly afraid of the dark as well as the day at times.  I found the chapter in regard to meeting Carmilla really strange with the horse drawn carriage and the sense of royality.  It seemed like something was planned because of how fast they raced past the narrator and her father.  By the way the servants in the house seemed a little strange to me as well, I can't quite put my finger on it by I think they know something.  I liked how the author seemed to bring about Carmilla and the narrator describing how they have met before and how Carmilla down played it as a dream and the narrator knowing that it was real.  Carmilla is very secretive and has an aire about her that is off putting to me, that nothing is scared and that life is to be celebrated by death not mourned.  I liked how the author made Carmilla so beautiful and charming, very irresistable.  That is how vampires usually pull people in because they are beautiful to look at they appear to be worldly.  Yet they have no remorse or sorrow in the day to day life, almost as if they are better than their prey.  So far I have enjoyed the reading because its almost so obvious what is going on that it helps me to get pass the language and the wordiness of it.

Friday, September 24, 2010

Wuthering Heights-second half

To start off I have never heard of a gothic romance novel.  I went into reading this book expecting to read about the characters and somehow one or more of them are vampires.  The way that Heathcliff portrayed himself in from of Lockwood and how everyone in the manor were so mean and had a evil side to them.  At the start of this book it was very hard to understand the language mostly because of the time period it was written.  I did start to enjoy the flow of the writing because it was very eloquently written.  In the second half of our reading there seemed to be a strong parallel between the first half of the book and the second.  You can see how within the families of Earnshaw and Linton that the children acted in the same manner as the adults did without really knowing that fact.  I became very empathetic of Heathcliff, even though in the second half of the book he was about revenge and how he felt he could and would manipulate anyone.  But all of the moves he made in revenge were only because he was hurt by Catherine, he always loved her but he seems to hate her at the same time.  I could understand that because they were friends and even though Edgar had such distain for him Catherine couldn’t get enough.  They would play together and would have the best times, but once she came back home all of that had changed.  It was kind of like the movies that are set back in the 19th century or even early 20th century where the girl would disobey her family and enjoy the company of a lower class individual.  And once they would attend finishing school all of that would change, Catherine did as a good girl and married Edgar.  If I were Heathcliff I would be angry too.  I am not quite sure why Heathcliff would want to keep Hareton and young Catherine apart, I mean if Hareton was some was a sort of representation of him then wouldn’t he want to rewrite history so to speak.  When he push them together because he couldn’t be with the elder Catherine?  I think all the hatred and revenge completely consumed him that he couldn’t think sensibly.  I think it had to be really rough on the kids because of how much Edgar and Heathcliff hated each other and they would do anything in their powers to make sure the other was miserable.  I am not sure if Heathcliff really saw the elder Catherine but I think that he loved her so much but hated her at the time that after awhile he went crazy and didn’t know how to deal with his emotions and he felt like he actually saw her but he was coming to the end of his life.  I like how it seemed that young Catherine made everything right by apologizing to Hareton for how she treated him, like she undid a curse or something.  I can’t say that I was completely shocked that the narrator of this story turned out to be Nelly because she seemed to be a common thread throughout the book and generally the hired help seems to know everything that is going on because they either see it or they are confided in.    

Friday, September 17, 2010

Intro

Hello fellow bloggers,
This introduction post is a tad late because well I just recently added this class.  I am new to the entire idea of blogging so here we go!  I am a Sophomore and I am majoring in Education focusing on grades 1-8.  This major came about in an usual way, I was a business major but I think that I am too outspoken to be contained in the world of business.  So during the spring semester I decided to just pick some classes and most of the classes I chose were english courses.  After a long meeting with my advisor I decided that I would become a teacher with a future goal of teaching at the university level.  I am minoring in english and science.  On a personal note I am married and my husband and I just celebrated our millionth aniversary at the beginning of this month!! We have four beautiful girls Kelyse 11, Sydney 6, Nora 2 and Izzy (Isabella but we never call her by that) who will be 11 weeks old this Saturday.  Needless to say our lives our super busy but I decided to go back to school to have a stable career and to continue to provide the best life for my girls.  It can be very tricky being a parent as well as a student, I really strive to maintain that sense of normalcy for my girls so that they can enjoy extracurricular activities.  Its not easy believe me I spend a lot of days hopped up on coffee just to be able to make it through the day!!  Well that is a little sneak peek into my life.  Oh wait we have a some pets we have two turtles, not sure if they are boys or girls but we say they are girls and their names are Sam and Carly.  Tomorrow we are getting some fish so I know my girls will be excited and lastly we have a guinea pig by the name of Fred but he stays out by grandma because he freaks me out way to much!  Can't wait to get read all of your blogs!!!